Every time I try to sit down to write a new post my heart and mind are overwhelmed. These past few months have been jam packed! I'm overwhelmed with emotion, but also overwhelmed with things to do. From wedding planning to more speaking, moving apartments to job searching and of course constant doctor appointments and another surgery. But I decided since I'm recovering from surgery that I'm allow to take some time and blog about one of the many many topics in my mind.
This is going to take some time to sort through what I've been thinking and feeling - both these past few weeks and months. This has been a season filled with a lot of change. As I wrote in an earlier blog post : "This fall I'm really trying to let my old life pass away. It was beautiful, filled with tones of golds, amber, and fiery reds and burnt oranges. Just like autumn, my life with running was beautiful. But that time has passed, and I have to allow those leaves to fall in order to make room for new life - my new life in a wheelchair. This year, as fall approaches I'm doing my best to appreciate all the colors of my old life, while at the same time realizing I have to let them fall and let them go, leaving room for new growth."